Burn.Flicker.Die.

Album: Burn.Flicker.Die. (2012)
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  • The title track of American Aquarium's Burn.Flicker.Die. album is about a band that's been chewed up and spit out by the music industry, with frontman BJ Barham comparing them to neon lights that are bound to burn out:

    We're no different than the neon lights
    When you turn us on we stay up all night
    We do what we can, we put up a fight
    Then we burn too long, we flicker and die


    It was subject matter the North Carolina alt-country rockers were familiar with after years of toiling on the road with little to show for it but their vices. The album was meant to be their swan song but its surprise success brought them back from the brink.

    "That whole record is about a band who's failing," Barham told the Songfacts Podcast in 2022. "It's a 'what not to do to find success in the music business manual.' These are the mistakes we made on the road. It was almost like if anybody ever asked whatever happened to American Aquarium, we wanted to leave them a handbook of why there's no band anymore. This is why we quit."
  • Just as the band was about to go quiet for good, Barham found his voice. With nothing left to lose, he allowed himself to be vulnerable, and his honesty resonated with fans.

    "I was so open and I always argued that's where I truly found my voice was on that record," he admitted. "Not just my singing voice, but my actual writing voice was all in that record because I showed a side of me that was vulnerable. Like most of the records before that were very much like machismo. We were a band on the road and we were rock and roll - chasing girls and doing drugs and drinking and having fun. And this was a record just admitting fault. This was a record being like, maybe a lot of the bad things that have happened in my life are my own fault and instead of pointing my finger in an ex-girlfriend's direction or my parents' direction or a friend's direction. Maybe I should start looking in the mirror and admitting that I'm the root of a lot of my problems."
  • Barham credits folk singer Jason Isbell, who produced the album, for giving them the push they needed to record Burn.Flicker.Die.. American Aquarium was on tour with the former Drive-By Truckers guitarist and told him of their plans to retire the band. Isbell insisted they'd regret it if they didn't at least record the new songs they'd been performing. He brought them to Muscle Shoals, Alabama, and oversaw the eight-day recording session that yielded their breakthrough album.
  • While Barham was grateful the album finally put the band in the spotlight, he was angry that the music press dubbed them an "overnight success" when they'd been paying their dues for more than a decade. His reaction inspired the band's popular track "The Luckier You Get," which debuted on their 2020 album, Lamentations.

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