Album: Happier Than Ever (2021)
Charted: 23 39
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  • Did you think I'd show up in a limousine? No
    Had to save my money for security
    Got a stalker walkin' up and down the street
    Says he's Satan and he'd like to meet

    I bought a secret house when I was seventeen
    Haven't had a party since I got the keys
    Had a pretty boy over but he couldn't stay
    On his way out, made him sign an NDA

    Yeah, I made him sign an NDA
    Once was good enough
    'Cause I don't want him having shit to say
    Oh-oh-oh

    You couldn't save me but you can't let me go
    I can crave you but you don't need to know

    Oh, oh-oh-oh

    Thirty under thirty for another year
    I can barely go outside, I think I hate it here
    Maybe I should think about a new career
    Somewhere in Kauai where I can disappear

    I've been having fun getting older now
    Didn't change my number, made him shut his mouth
    At least I gave him something he can cry about
    I thought about my future but I want it now
    Oh-oh-oh
    Want it now
    Oh-oh-oh
    (You can't give me up)

    You couldn't save me but you can't let me go
    I can crave you but you don't need to know

    Did I take it too far?
    Now I know what you are
    You hit me so hard
    I saw stars
    Think I took it too far
    When I sold you my heart
    How'd it get so dark?
    I saw stars
    Stars Writer/s: Billie O'Connell, Finneas O'Connell
    Publisher: Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd., Universal Music Publishing Group
    Lyrics licensed and provided by LyricFind

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  • Lia from Canow i understand this song. And its a great song to.
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