Mazohyst Of Decadence

Album: Gauze (1999)
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  • 生み落とされる子供 罪の意識の無い大人 落とされ
    名前も無い僕 何故ここにいるのかさえ 解らないけれど
    たった数ヶ月の命とも知らず

    僕は愛されたい 僕は生まれたい この母体の中見つめて
    僕が意識を持った時から 二ヶ月目 何かが早いと感じた
    まだ何も出来ない そのうちプラグが

    不完全な僕は (僕は) 掻き落とされた痛みが体を突き抜ける
    母の泣き叫ぶ声耳鳴りが止まない白衣の大人達僕を救い上げた (救い上げた 救い上げた)
    冷血に満ち溢れた瞳に 血塗れの右手の無い僕が写る
    そのまま黒いビニールに包まれた (包まれた)

    だんだん意識が薄れる中僕は考える静かに
    Cage の僕をこのまま愛せるならそれでいい 許せず

    愛されない僕はこのまま死んだ方がいい
    だから産声を上げず 静かに眠りましょう
    一度だけ母の愛この手で感じてみたい
    これが 愛なのかもしれない ありがとう
    二度と開かない扉 固く閉められていた
    でもね僕はきっと未来の君だから

    本当にこれでいいんですね
    ハイ
    あなたは何人目ですか
    一人目です
    僕は数え切れない子供を殺しています
    あなたは許せますか

    もう一度聞きます
    本当にこれでいいんですね
    ハイ
    用意はいいですか
    ハイ
    では始めましょう

    (La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la)
    (La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la)
    (La, la, la)

    体焼き尽くされ骨が無くなるまで焼き尽くす
    さよなら
    さよなら さよなら さよなら さよなら さよなら さよなら Lyrics licensed and provided by LyricFind

Comments: 1

  • Sarah from Hixson, TnThe lyrics of this song touch on the growing issue of abortion in Japan. It is believed that Japan has one of the highest abortion rates in the world.
    In the video you see the woman talking with the doctor about the abortion and she begins to laugh. I believe this is supposed to show the fact that abortion is not taken seriously enough in Japan.
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