Album: Perfectly Imperfect (2016)

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• I don't know my name
  I don't play by the rules of the game
  So you say I'm just trying
  Just trying
  
  So I heard you are my sister's friend
  You get along quite nicely
  You ask me why I cut my hair
  And changed myself completely
  
  I don't know my name
  I don't play by the rules of the game
  So you say I'm just trying
  Just trying
  
  I went from bland and popular
  To joining the marching band
  I made the closest friends
  I ever have in my lifetime
  
  I am lost trying to get found
  In an ocean of people
  Please don't ask me any questions
  There'll be a valid answer
  Oh I'll just say
  
  That I don't know my name
  I don't play by the rules of the game
  So you say I'm just trying
  Just trying
  
  I now know my name!
  I don't play by the rules of the game
  So you say, I'm not trying
  But I'm trying
  To find my way Writer/s: GRACE VANDERWAAL
  Publisher: Universal Music Publishing Group
  Lyrics licensed and provided by LyricFind

Comments: 18

• Ace From The Other Side from Zumbrota, MnThis song helped me get through all the transphobia in my life
• Transgenderman172009 from OhioI am Transgender and Life has been hard for me. I know that this song is Based on her life but to me this song means That I couldn't identify myself as a girl and now I can As a boy. She's just so good at singing and When I heard this the first time I literally started crying. She's amazing.
• Chloe From America from Sandy, OregonI love how Grace got the inspiration for her song based on her life. Grace inspired me to write a couple of my own songs based on my own life.
• Alex from Sesame StreetNo matter what grace identifies as, i will always be a huge supporter and so should everyone, i also looooooooooooooove her music omg
• Axel from QuebecI love that song and it’s actually my first concert song since coming out as trans genderfluid. I use the last verse as a statement of who I am and I wanna scream it to the world. I NOW KNOW MY NAME… and it’s Axel.
• Alyx from The ClosetWas pretty sure she was of the Lgbtqia+ community at first but I'm not entirely sure yet I still love the song tho
• Casper from AmericaThis song makes me happy because it reminds me of how I came out as nonbinary and changed my name and started using they/them pronouns
• Isabelle from Nailsea Bristol Remember when you sings this song from the American got Talent
• Brielle Agyekum from Accra, GhanaI love grace because we are like the same person, people bring me down all the time, but when i was six i heard i don't know my name and now i am 11 and do not care about what people think it is what i think that matters. I sing my heart out even if it is only for my family because one day i will get there. I now know my name and it is Brielle and i am proud of it.
• You from Nowhere Anyone's Been BeforeHer voice is so unique I just love to listen to her music
• Anon from In A Galaxy, Far, Far AwayI get LGBTQIA+ vibes from this song. It’s really good
• Milo Park from Cambridge Hi i like this song its really amazing
• Hey from A VentTbh I agree that she may be part of LGBTQ+ I mean, I think maybe the message was that she came out of da closet when her sisters friend entered her life? Meh idk part from that I don’t know any other meaning this song could potentially hold.
• Maya from Canada Torontoi LOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE your music! its just so awsoeme can't stop lisining to it:)
• Ella from IdkI love music you grace!!
• Sele Na from PhilippinesHer songs are meaningful. People just doesnt understand what does it means
• Random Person from From Nowhereikr, I was getting LGBTQIA+ vibes
• E from My Location TfI can’t be the only one who thought Grace might be part of the LGBTQ+ community?

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