Male Fantasy

Album: Happier Than Ever (2021)
Charted: 102
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  • Home alone, tryin' not to eat
    Distract myself with pornography
    I hate the way she looks at me
    I can't stand the dialogue, she would never be
    That satisfied, it's a male fantasy
    I'm going back to therapy

    'Cause I loved you then and I love you now
    And I don't know how
    Guess it's hard to know when nobody else comes around
    If I'm getting over you
    Or just pretending to
    Be alright, convince myself I hate you

    (Want me to come in here?)

    I got a call from a girl I used to know
    We were inseparable years ago
    Thought we'd get along but it wasn't so
    And it's all I think about when I'm behind the wheel
    I worry this is how I'm always gonna feel
    But nothing lasts, I know the deal

    But I loved you then and I love you now
    And I don't know how
    Guess it's hard to know when nobody else comes around
    If I'm getting over you
    Or just pretending to
    Be alright, convince myself I hate you

    Can't get over you
    No matter what I do
    I know I should but I could never hate you Writer/s: Billie Eilish O'Connell, Finneas Baird O'Connell
    Publisher: Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd., Universal Music Publishing Group
    Lyrics licensed and provided by LyricFind

Comments: 2

  • I Am Not A Banana from Las VegasThis song is what happened to me but with a friend instead of a lover. They called me weak and emotional but i listened to this amazing person named billie eilish and she made feel much better
  • Piper from San FranciscoMy friend monica converted to a man last week and during the operation the doctor played this song in the operating room for him, now he is on recovery and as soon as he is healthy he will get pregnant so he can me the first man to have a baby, this is the truth as we see it and it is beautiful, so much love and evolution going on around us, this song from BE is all we need to spin the earth, we should cut out all electricity and make a clean world, we can just use the sun to power our phones and we will all get along because we have this awesome music in our ears. peace and humptyness to all,
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