Songfacts®:

• The lyrics for this deceptively poppy song came from a real-life suicide note sent to Cure singer Robert Smith by a fan.
• Smith originally intended for 4:13 Dream, The Cure's 13th and most recent studio album, to be a double album. The band recorded 33 songs for the project but Smith ultimately decided it would work better as a single CD and selected just 13 tracks.
• Smith told Rolling Stone how the album came together in the studio from a limited palette of sounds. "We recorded everything together in the same studio. Probably 75 percent of what we've ended up with comes from the very first session we did because it had a really good feel to it. Even though we've refined some of it a bit later and changed the tempos and re-recorded, the bulk of what we've done has actually been our own demos," he explained.
  
  "The good thing about it sonically is that the slow songs and the fast songs and everything in between all hang together. We have a limited palette of sounds. We only used four keyboard sounds across 33 songs. I've used the same basic instruments. I've used like three amps. The room sounds the same. Even though the songs are very kind of weird and fit together uncomfortably, they do at least have the benefit of sounding the same."
• The album peaked in #16 in America, where it sold just 97,000 copies. In the UK, it stalled at #33 - their worst chart entry since their 1978 debut, Three Imaginary Boys, went to #44.